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....As blue as oceans and as pure as the skies...
shamelessly plucked tht from Fran's blog..even thou his eyes arent blue but it describes the emotional concept....
Sumtimes i feel lik iv been here before...even thou im in a new place, livin diffrently, in a diffrent climate,diffrent environment,things are just the same. people are the same the world over, not matter whr u r.
does tht mean that im destined 2 be forever surrounded but not embraced? so many people but not a single soulmate?
talkin to my family on the phone was werid.Theyr all the way over in england and im here...i dont feel alone outwardly coz hey,its me,im yasmin.happy.cheery.but inwardly i feel pain coz yea,thrs no1 here 4 me.jus me.
here i go again...filling in the missing pieces..letting my overactive imagination run wild.assuming.making connections.anylysing nothingness.
he.
is.
beautiful.
so wots new?!they always seem to be.another crush...
bt hez so shiny u guys have 2 understand...tis jus lik all the other crushes iv had which have either ended up goin nowhere or iv pretneded tht they wer goin sumwhr until they went..nowhere. my brain is already hard at work making him perfect and moulding him into wot i want..before i even know the guy...daaamn.
food fights r fun...how come iv neva tried havin one till i came 2 uni 2 become a doctor? the mind boggles.
generally...i feel content thou exams are comin up n evry1 is so stressed and freaked out.i feel all the negative energy tht theyr all excuding n im lik chill coz lik this lik energy field u lik dont wana b messin wit it coz lik...smoke weed man.
i want 2 live on a dingy in the middle of the north sea...please.
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