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5 days until the exams and again im not ready..why do i always do this?At least these are the finals...1st semster is over!Time has flowen so quickly..it seems only a few days ago id arrived all innocent and teary eyed prepared 2 face a new future.Im nt gona let myself become cold and cynical despite what's happnd coz im not like other ppl...this smile is fixated whatever anyone does...
I found out tht my "friends" here had a huge conspiracy against me,basically they all hated me (well 1 did and they followed suit) and i was the only one tht didnt know.It's a much longer story than that but then who really cares?i learned not to trust AGAIN, yet it seemed i didnt learn tht lesson properly 1st time so i had 2 be shown again rite?So im grateful.but wot gets me is tht it's so high school...so poking someone and running away, so hitting guys coz we like em. A lot of ppl are stuck in that phase and id kinda understand if i was in 6th form..but im in UNIVERSITY!people need 2 grow up sumtimes.
Havnt bin readin anyone's blogs 4 a while so i thought id do tht 2day (any reason 2 avoid studying) and *sigh* life's a bitch aint she?
And o, a quick quote 2 illustrate how shallow ppl are here+to show u the ppl i now DON'T hang round with: *in bimbo voice* "When i see ugly people, i always think of ways to make them look prettier" *sigh* so so dumb.
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