....to the people in my life.
to the colourful & exciting personalities tht have entered (& exited) my life.To friends,family,aquintence s,passer bys. to people who have stood by me,stood up for me,stood proud & gave me a great example to follow.held my hands,kissed my lips,touched my life.to the ones who have brightned my days, livined my steps, saved my years & showered my life with tranquil rain.
this is a tribute to all those shopping trips & coffee shop stops, all the cinema outings & party hopping (!!). to the discos & the nights out & the picnics & the restaurants & tv rantings & gurly days & summer nights. to the times wen i sneaked out,lied thru my teeth to go out & didnt wana go out anyways but went out & had fun.

& let's not forget those who passed through my life as quick bolts of lightning,to burn me, teach me, hurt me. to those long nights i cried myself to sleep & wen i dreamed of what i cudnt attain & burned for wht wasnt mine to have or take. those people & experinces add up to make me whole too.

So this is just a lil tribute i felt like writing today, to all those times & all these ppl. sum of whom will read this (namely my friends in England), sum who may or may not see this (my friends here) & sum who are not the least bit likely to ever to know tht i was thinkin of them, thanking them & writing this tribute in their honour...

iv bin watching a lot these days. no comments,none of tht bullshit tht we so willingly use 2 fill up those honest silences...nothing.just listning & watching. you learn a lot by watching ppl's actions,reactions,movemen ts.

i think you should be very careful what you wish for. like really really careful coz..wel it just might come true...
& wen eventually it does come true, after all the praying & begging & wishing & dreaming...its never quite as gud as u imagined it to be is it? 

im on holiday for my exams...been revisin, studying, reading. too much information, too much knowledge, just too too much...

i think i cud rewind to a time wen i was happy..or at least i was happier than iam now.but thn any time other than now seems rosier,brighter,painted with colourful hues & tints much clearer than now.Things are muddy,dull,unclear these days.

By watching iv become such a spectator. iv forgotten how 2 participate in life, how to live, how 2 really live & love my life. i want the energy 2 grip my life again & feel it. my head says "watch & learn, you've hurt too many times & it was always your own doing" but my heart begs me 2 continue on this path iv chosen "for what is life but the intensity in which you feel each breathing moment".i just cnt stay simply watching anymore...