IT IS TOO HOT IN THIS COUNTRY.
Too hot...im melting as i write...

Things are really confuzzling in uni right now. everyone is falling out, growing further away from each other.Arguments,bitch fights,fist fights.everyone is unsettled, weary,distrustful.

& im stuck in the middle.

typical. i hate being the mediator. the calm one. the responsible one.
iv only now began 2 REALLY REALLY understand the meaning of religon.Its not jus the prayers & the fasting or the hijab.its the actions, the words,the intention, the comfort & glow u get from being close, ginuenly close 2 God.its an incredible thing.
& im bk 2 hating the y chromosome. dating is so pointless. love is all mental & conditioned. i dont care if i dont get married. anyways, i dont think thr exists one decent,tustworthy,respect ful & intelligent male in the world we live in. So whts the point in "falling in love" with sumthing tht is inferior 2 me...

i love the place im at right now,mentally,spirtually,e motionally.Not physically tho..i wish the place wasnt so damn hot...

seems to be...
....as far as an eternity...

Just finished exams. Just gettin thru each day. not much is happenin really.But im alive & tht will do 4 now.